went to celebrate stel's bdae ydae.. hahaz.. was suppose to meet si n leen too.. but si could not make it n leen had stomache.. haiz... so left e 3 of us.. hahaz.. all of us brought cam to take pics.. how vain we r... after eating lunch @ cartel... we went to watch bridget jones.. woo hugh grant is cute~ hahaz.. nice show.. quite funnie but reali cant rem a single thing abt e 1st one...

went to shop at the samuel n kevin cos stel wanted to buy a scarf n jen wans to buy pants.. hahaz been goin to this shop mani times... think i mad liaoz... e charles n keith was v crowded.... siaoz one leh... machiam got major sale.. moreover it was a monday!!!!

took bus 36 to e airport to send dawn off~ e stupid bus was vvvv cold la.. i cant even sms properly n was shivering under my jacket!! was v excited for her!!! hope she meets some cute jap hunkz! lol~ :P

spent e whole of todae lazing ard... eating all e junk food, feeling fat, n not doin anithing abt it!! woohoo.. think fat ser is about to arrive!!!

In my mind, i can climb all the mountains that surround me.....in my heart, there's a spark tt can light e world ard me... doesnt matter if i win or e color of my skin.. cos e race is all abt believing in urself.....n i dream i can run like e wind n b strong....

last day of work.. this whole internship thingy makes me dun feel like studying n feeling lazy... in a damn relax mode now..den got e habit of alwiz taking cabs nowadae... arghh cannot lidat... muz at least tahan 2 more sems... was talking to beckii last night.. got me all excited abt goin to tw once again!!! glad tt adda is joining us too!! well, shall look forward.. n let it be my motivation to go on... 6 more weeks!! :P

maybe i m in an early life crisis as wat beckii said or mebbe pms.. hahaz.. sianz alwiz in crisis... how to get out... guess it takes time...sometimes realli wonder where my tolerance come from.. but dui yi bu hai kuo tian kong ba...

jus got my red cam.. feeling damn broke now.. hahaz..well, think need to get a hols job soon...

watch kathakali last night till 9pm.. so late la... totally clueless abt the play... aiyo.. think understanding e language & culture is e key to appreciating the show... hmmm but ydae exhibition was quite fun... able to see others' thinking.. however, it was quite hot.. felt v tired after the whole thingy...

y my last post all ? marks?! haiz... hmmm nvm... hate e now me!!!.. realli detest myself!!! i cant find myself anymore... been searching & searching... where's my courage? my dreams & hopes? my feelings? my expressions?

where m i?! i'm falling... falling apart... please.... please put me back again for i cant find e strength i used to hav....

i m in danger... of being.... emotionless.....

still searching.... *yucks*

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7pm liaoz... still in sch, havin lesson... feeling sleepy & tired now.. arghh.. excited to go to sentosa's d&d on fri but gotta finish my research first... so mani proposals due next week.. so fast end of 5th week already.. think time realli flies... o man.. cant wait to finish this sem.. torturous... hahaz...

so many things... so little time.........

Yay!! I finally got my password n username!!

in sch now.. skip my seminar.. so bored.. realli dun understand e case at all.. feel quite stressed to go for lesson...cos he will alwiz question wch i dunno how to ans... hmmm my 1st presentation this sem later.. wah seh.. individual summore... scary....feel that my slides are quite superficial... hope everything goes well...

Adda: ZS is realli quite nice!! hahaz.. watched 2 episodes.. lookin forward to more!!! vic is quite cheeky n looks a bit fa fu in e show.. den e small s so weak la.. aiyo.. so diff from shancai...hahaz..

well, off to zap my stuff liaoz... byez! :P

well.. 14 more weeks to go to the end of this sem.. can see how sianz i m... hate the fact that i cant be in the same project grp as my frenz.. but theatre studies is fun.. taught by margaret chan... saw this cute ang moh guy in food haven.. wah so shuai leh.. an exchange student taking fixed income module (i overheard.. lol)... sch is packed with lotsa freshies.. wah seh.. everywhere is people and long queues!!! yea beckii cant wait for the dec hols n realise our dream of goin tw together!! hahaz miss ya too!!!! faster come back k... i onli got 1 exam this sem.. ending on the 24th nov!!!

went mambo n phuture on wed.. so fun to see the sentosa pple again!!! wanted to leave at 1+ but left at 2+ instead.. June headed for france last night.. so shiok to be able to go on an exchange la!!

having my keyboard exam next sat.. my playing was terrible last night... how m i goin to pass.... sigh..

goin for tea appreciation tml.. so funnie.. nv go b4... hope its fun~ :P

Yoz bb~ hehez havent been blogging 4 a hundred million yrz. MIZ U & DA GANG SORELY! dun wori abt mi ;) wo hui jian qiang de! wat doesnt kill ya, onli makez ya stronger hey?
hope schz been ok 4 u. but sigh, wen has it eva been in general. mayb u'l c sum CUTIEZ & HUNKIEZ dis sem? hehez....wishful tinkin on my part yar.
cant wait 2go taiwan!! omg da anticipation is killing mi~ dec quik come *does sum flailing actionz wif handz*
u take care lil milk-van ('o')v

woke up v early todae.. at abt 7am... last day of internship.. 15 weeks seem so short suddenly... felt sad & happy at e same time.. sad that gonna leave everyone.. leave sentosa..leave sales.. realli gonna miss those times we had together...running events, having lunch & dinner, site meetings, sitting 1918, 3310, buggy 3 & 5, talking & joking in e office, having color code for officewear, celebrating birthdays(too many to list) ... it is realli fortunate to be in this team.. learnt a lot from them.. not only about work & procedures, but also about dealing with people (clients & other depts)..enhancing my interpersonal skills.. well.. happy cos.. no nid to wake up early, can go for 1 week break, moving on to the next phase of life.. hope that i m able to work in such a fun environment again.. Sentosa sales internship is truly a superb experience..

had to rush finish the 200 sales kits.. den got paper cut.. haiz.. but got a sense of accomplishment.. June starting crying when we were about to leave.. so sad.. was holding back my tears... went ard taking pics..Melva's card was funny.. hahaz especially KC's one.. had sambal fried rice at beer garden & a walk at fountain garden.. gonna see everyone again at nation '04 & devils bar.. quite excited~ hehe

fell down on the slope of Sijori yday.. sighz, elbow got scratched.. hmm realli need to take care of my body(gonna be in it for at least 10+ years more.. hahaz)..havin lots of scars everywhere... broke the watch the Tkgang got for me.. quite sad.. realli like e watch v much... think cant repair liaoz.. haiz...

went shopping with June in the night.. so mani pple shopping.. wah all so rich.. cant find the stuffs i wan.. became v tired... goin to buy coco's prezzie later.. dunnoe wat to get..

cant wait to go tw with beckii this dec!!! hahaz.. she got me excited about it again ydae~

raining in Sentosa now.. stuck in the office.. sigh...

thanks for everything girl. i think your birthday party was good! at least i think it was fun and i had fun too! sorry to have left such a mess. but the cake throwing session was worth it man. i think i threw the biggest piece. but it was given to me by someone. ha. hope you had fun ya despite much preparation and agony at times. woohoo. its my turn soon! will see you soon? and everyone else of coz. i'll be going taiwan this sunday. till then!

arghh.. muscle aching...ankle got twisted.. hmmm only 2 days in camp.. den got so many probs.. hahaz lao le.. still rem those dayz in odac.. where we had to chiong all e way.. only had maggie mee for all e meals.. slept under e stars.. shout all those cheers & songs.. think still prefer to be campers.. though tough but feel bonded to e camp.. but as organizer.. need to be alwiz prepared before others.. different pace.. come to think of it.. i quite miss e days in odac.. hmmm

have 2 events this week..incentive dinner & beach party.. got to work ot on wed..haiz only have 6 more weeks of internship.. quite fast... guess will miss e life in sentosa~

in e office now.. a bit bored.. nuthing to do.. waiting for the client to come.. bleahz.. hy is goin for her 2nd audition tml!!! excited for her!~~ Reali hope she can make it!!! cos she is REALLY GOOD & she is my sg idol!! :) growing fatter n fatter.. everyday sit in e office n grow fat.. sigh.. today is so sunny... but lucky nv rain.. orelse all e events will suffer... i wanna go shoppin leh!! haven been out for quite sumtime.. hermit liaoz.. hee..dawn n hl will be away for e next few weeks.. so sianz...

hey hey. can use internet at work ah. thats good. i'm stoning sia. goin to the restaurant later. i passed by yesterday on sunday and saw master sitting outside smoking at ard 9 plus. hmmm. haha. rubbish sia. we shall meet again k. to go china black. anyone else onz to go? party the holidays away..

haiiz.. com got prob again.. cant log on to internet at all.. sianz.. think mebbe got virus.. in e office rite now.. everyone very buzy.. goin to take e sky tower later.. quite excited.. though a bit afraid of height.. hahaz..feeling sleepy now.. *yawnz*

spent e whole day goin to e various attractions.. sort of like an orientation.. june, melva n i were so hot n tired.. hahaz.. no buggy or sentosa van to take us ard.. got to take e monorail and buses everywhere... holding an island guide n acting like a tourist.. hahaz..

went to take e cable car 1st.. took e one w e glass floor.. went all e way to mount faber.. was a little scared at first.. hahaz chicken heart la me.. but e scenery was great.. afterwhich, we went to e images of spore n sijori wondergolf.. hahaz.. felt quite sianz.. nuthing much... den we walked to e butterfly park.. dun realli like butterfly.. onli like to see e specimen... took e green line wantin to go to e underwater world but dunnoe y reach e ferry terminal instead.. hahaz den we juz had our lunch there n set off to e underh20 world again.. wah.. e place is so crowded lor.. but june taught us a lot abt e marine animals.. din noe there r so mani diff kind of sharks.. went at their feeding time!! wah e big fishes ate a lot n they eat like a vacumm cleaner la hahaz..saw e dugong shit man.. wat a luck... went to touch e mini shark.. a bit rough.. but quite soft.. e fort siloso is juz beside the underh2o world.. we climbed all e way up n played the assualt games.. hahaz... melva took a pic w e python.. i went to touch e snake too.. hehe

took a bus back to ferry terminal n went to e cinemania.. sianz... its not realistic at all.. took e cinemania a few years back too... as lame as ever la.. bleahz.. wanted to go see e dolphin show.. but it was alreadi 530.. we could not make it..hence we headed back to e office... saw 4 couples taking wedding photos at e ficus tree.. aiyo... den everyone's photo album have e same backgrd.. when i reach e office, it was time to go home.. cecilia tot we were lost... jennifer updated w e happenings n mon's taskz.. got to go back to see e events tml.. betta go sleep 1st.. v tired! after all e walkings n touring... a fruitful day.. had a lot of 1st time... :P

nv been so near a construction site..e pple there r quite nice.. likes to joke ard.. but still get work done.. went site inspection w cecilia..went to palawan beach.. she realli taught me lotsa stuffs.. so does jennifer n samantha... todae is realli sunny...v hot.. got my 1st baby case... e teambuilding day.. hope everything goes well... felt a little nervous when jennifer handed e case to me.. dunnoe y.. excited yet scared.. they like to talk abt e previous interns.. abt how well they do.. blah blah.. got me a little stressed up.. sigh.. but think juz do my best.. den shld be okie la.. hahaz.. looking forward to e many events.. actualli this is sort of wat i alwiz wanted to do.. but i would prefer to be in an events company.. n not e venue provider i guess.. shall see how..

told xinyi tt i cant make it for her chalet.. feel a bit bad... haven seen her fer quite sum time... hope she'll haf a wonderful bdae.. got keyboard lesson tml.. still haven practise.. think gotta get scolding again.. haiiz.. not musically inclined... hahaz..

1at day at work.. spent e whole morning listening to presentation n learning how to do balloon parrot.. hahaz... got to tour round e office.. so mani pple to see.. but most of them r quite friendly.. samantha taught me a lot of stuffs.. n realli took care of my things... went lunch at e warung patai w e whole sales team.. wah seh.. din noe they're so united.. food there r not bad but e portion is a bit big... after lunch, had a tour round e whole island on e buggy.. tt took abt 2 hrs or so... wah realli went to all e parts of e island.. from north to south.. saw a lot of bikini babes & hunks~ woohoo...hahaz got fooled by e clowns at e concourse...spray water on me... excited abt e family dae n cartier events comin up... but think got to forgo e famine camp... cos van juz warn me by seying swim or sink.. think got to be more proactive... e thing abt this job is tt we do not haf a desk... haiiz.. dunnoe where to put our stuffs.. but can wear jeans n canvas shoe to work!!! yea!!! sam sey tt they had a gay party last week... so cool la.. hope i can organize this kind of event in e near future.. still quite blur abt e procedures... hope tml will b a better day!!! smilez!

!!!

Ser what happened to you? How come cannot walk??
Take care ya?

Rejoice ba.. in 2 more days we can go play liao.. in fact.. haven't really been concentrating.. have been playing harder than i study.. siao liao...

Hao le! you take care!!! hmm.. hope your leg is bette by now.. ^_^

/Suat

the pain is unbearing... argh... so swollen.. cant even walk properly now.. nv had this kind of experience b4... was holding back my tears when i crippled back home.. sadded... when will i recover?!

finish 2 of my papers todae.. so happie!!! cant wait to throw my books away... went swimming w sheena in sch.. nv been e sch's pool... wah seh so deep can.... i dun dare to go near... lol~ useless me la... kept thinking tt i wil b pulled down.. muz conquer my stupid fear... lalaz

hahaz yea party after exam!!! woohoo~! hahaz so good can... i got 3 papers!!! exam sux!! demolish e whole system ba!! goin to die for IO liaoz............i hate economic n admin man!!! WTH!

Yo Yo!! Party?? Did i hear ser say party? isit the P.I.M.P Party?? MUST jio me ok? have not been partying for a long time! my legs aching to dancey dancey!!

Hee.. Sheena.. i wont scold you lar.. no worry.. anyway, really glad that it's finally finally-ly-ly-ly OVER!! ^_^
P.s. yours also should full-stop lar.. dnt think too much.. you need time to heal your wounds oso.. Let's go Boonzing and "..." aft exams! we acc you!! (but i cant really guess what's "..." hehe.. :p

So sian now.. tmr is the IO test ald and i only studied one paper... :( So stressed. But the upside is i only have 1 paper lar.. haa.. ^_^



Jiayou and Good Luck everyone!! ^_^



Suat Suat

hahaz last lesson of ethics!! no nid to be so moody every mondae liaoz!!! hahahaz but today's lesson was quite boring la.. knew e prof gonna call me again...but gave rubbish ans once again... havin terrible acne outbreak now!!! argh! i wan a skin change!! it hurts quite badly.. den e face seems to be rotting leh... been eating like a hungry ghost these few dayz...

gonna have exam soon... study hard everyone k!!! hehe

sheena: yea lor~ dun think abt it animore la.. go study for exam.. after tt den party k! :P

its a full stop girl. i know i have the least right to say anything coz i'm a wreck myself. but we must be strong k. whatever. hahah. i'm goin mad. high on booze and "..........." i got abosolutely no mood to do anything. adda don't scold me. i haven done cat. hahaha . i'll do it by hook or by crook tmr.

love u guys. nothing beats having friends who care around you.

i'm so sensitive to the name M that i switched the radio off when i heard the name.hahah boo!

nite girls

wanted to read up e io but i kept draggin... hahaz.. went to watch tv, chit chat instead.. horrible me.. still in e hols mood man! hahaz e kid's mother tok to me again.. arghh... feel quite sianz tt his grade is not showing... but nvm i will buck up~ hahaz..hmmm suddenly feel tt i m lost.. i need a compass..................

someone mentioned his name todae.. all i could rem was e day he walked away... was tt a full stop or a comma? has e story end or it nv began? lalalaz...

i love mama!

juz got home.. so sianz..but finalli finish all e reports n presentations~~ hehe.. goin for e big splash interview tml... quite sianz.. but can go play water .. hope its sunny tml~ excited hehe.. but dun ralli feel like workin leh.. hmm think there's still a lot of things to do during e hols... ah!! *bored*:P

went to indoor stadium.. tried to get tix for MAA.. but w no luck... while waiting for e rest of them to come, i stood on e staircase ,w e front view of e red carpet, under e scorching hot sun!! almost melted la! hahaz but saw a few celebz.. they were so teeny weeny small can... after tt went to meet beckii, leen & dawn... hang ard e entrance of e celebz.. they were in cars n vans.. got to see machi, blue, a mei, tanya, sugababes etc.. waved like mad to steven n he waved back 2.. hahaz...e blue's van drove passed in a split sec!! hahaz dawn shouted 'DUNCAN!!' :) a mei looks so pretty n small!!! e 5566's car drove passed too... there was a DV in e car!! as quick as i could, i turned away n ducked down!! hahaz dun wanna to be caught in showbiz again~ dawn boo-ed at e tony n zax while beckii made funny faces!! hahaz they were rather unamused... wanted to wait for e appearance of sammi but it was already quite late (1845hrs).. therefore we decided to go for dinner.. went to take a few pics w the cardboard van.. hahaz.. quite sad that we couldnt watch their live performance.

after much discussion, we had our dinner at the riverside indo rest.. hahaz waited for a millions years for e table.. almost fainted of hunger... while waiting, went to walk ard in liang court.. realli feel like buying everything in meidi-ya.. all seems v cute & nice.. saw a huge pic of strawberries n forced leen(strawberry spirit) to take picz w it.. hahaz.. finally got our table.. ordered loads of food.. hahaz like hungry ghost lidat... den beckii commented:look at e way & e amount we eat, no wonder we got no bf.. we'll eat broke our bf... hahaz think that was quite funnie... we realli look like 3 days 3 nights nv eat that kind.. but aileen is e onli one who eat v little... i eat until can vomit liaoz...went ova to fort canning park to exchange our prezzie~ got a "Fry's Milk Chocolate" clock, a bee & a lamp from Hl~ hahaz realli like e things she got for me~ aileen was v excited to get her ambrose's cd~ n beckii got e curtain she alwiz wanted~ hl got a mug, a pencil case, badges from leen & i gave dawn a bot of miracle perfume n bear keychain~ :P had fun taking photoz w one another n our prezzie down at e civil defence house.. e E700 is realli worth e price!! hahaz.. happie V-dAE to eVeryone n Happiness forever!!! *_ ^

Quote of e day: ' Love between friends is the more enduring kind.'

yooohoooooo bb~ yeah manz..still cant believe we saw van & company at attitude music. hahaz *DISBELIEF* guez we r realli damn lucky!!! n mentally unprepared..could c d dumbfounded look on ur face=P though itz juz 4 a few secs, itz SUPER memorable & coincidental! hope 2 c him again on sat @ MAA=P & may more gd things will come our way..cya tmr!!! *we used d same toilet as him* hahahahaha

Hey ser! hehe.. who's the "ahem ahem"?? keke
Love,
ad

p.s. anyway, cai, cat and i were enthu abt gng sentosa during the term break's mon.. how about that? ^_^

ahhh haven been updating my blog for quite a while... hehe... was lazing around at home for e whole e day... after which went bugis to get e vdae prezzie for ahem ahem.. hehe quite satisfied with wat i haf got..
got keyboard lesson todae.. haven been practising these 2 weeks.. cher was quite fustrated.. i got a bit mad at myself too... but when i tot this was gonna be a foul day, i saw VAN!! & machi... hehe..cant believe i saw them at attitude music... i was in shocked!!! & excited too!!! starstruck!!!din noe how to react, kept asking huiling wat to do.. hahaz...they were practising their dance moves for mtv asia awards... i was sitting at e sofa trying to tell cher who is who.. at e very moment.. van walked past.. i was quite unsure of myself... tot i was seeing things.. lol.... but then huiling came back from e toilet n told me she saw him too!!! she was realli quite excited!!! hehe.... but e girls guarding e door was quite rude.. they ask us to leave cos they booked e place liaoz.. stupid girls...also nv interrupt them wat... still can rem van was wearing a red bandana n grey top.. he looks so sweaty n his face is as red as tomato... hahaz think i m goin mad... its such a rare chance to see him... especially he is juz THERE!!! we r juz upstairs n they r juz downstairs!!! arghh!!! realli hope to get into e mtv asia on sat.. hahaz... good luck to all of us man!!! :P