draggin myself to work every morn. hw reluctant.though its a no brainer job, but e scheduling is frustrating. under constant stress. hoping tt no1 will call me n say tt she cant make it work at 5 when e work starts at 530. understand tt pple mey be cropped up by some last min unforeseen circumstances, but itz now becomin a habit. excuses & excuses.for goodness sake, i m just a part timer. i still nid to get a life. got fed up n reprimanded one of e new girl. n she stop comin to work. tell me abt balancing. been v tolerant abt all these nonsenses-from e girls, from e customers, from e boss. act as some super nice boss infront of others while badmouthing at e back. kaoz. sumtimes i realli wonder what he speaks behind my back.
i think i shld do myself a favor n quit. but financial burdens r holding me back....this is so sucky...
Monday, May 30, 2005
Saturday, May 21, 2005
Thursday, May 19, 2005
a rainy & sleepy day. e 1st thing i ate was mac's ic cone. ooo den yakitori. had a little bit stomache after tt. hahaz. lunch was beef ramen w ice tropical tea. think i m realli greedy. leen got caught by e custom officers fer smugglin a pack of chewing gums. my goodness. they r becoming more efficient n attentive huh. leen was brought to e office alone. e officer cut e chewing gums into halves and warn her abt it. poor thing. slipped and fell from e wet staircase while sheltering from e heavy rainpour. got a dent at my ankle area n my butt hurts. arghh~ hate roxy slippers. was totally drenched when i got to e rest. such an unlucky day & work was as boring as usual.
saw yanpeng n gang at city sq. how qiao. hee. they sold ramly's burger near e bus stop for only 2rm. wah. how cheap. felt cheated at smu food fest.
nip/tuck 2 was disgusting..*scared*
Monday, May 16, 2005
white sapphire hall at siloso beach decorated w pink flowers. golden evening gown fer e bride & white translucent shirt fer e groom. tat was sam & martin's wedding dinner on e 14th. simple, sweet & cozy. played w my cam n big bubble-making machine e whole night. photographers capturing the very moments. this is my 2nd time to a wedding by myself. alwiz have this sudden urge to get married whenever i attend weddings. but only fer e moment when e bride n groom walked into e hall. i guez mebbe coz i like e grand entry? when everyone stands up and cheer fer ya happiness & all the attention is on u n ur groom. mebbe i m juz attention-deprived? :P hahaz melva n i were thinking abt how our wedding will b like. she wanted elephant as e entry while i was thinking of sedan chair.. lolzrealized tt melva looks like florence tan tt night. a more petite version. raining heavily that v night. all of us had to run to e mini bus to get us out of e island. drenched. so lang bei.
pretty bz at e rez on sun. drained. everyone is so bz.....