in e midst of watching hitch. sudden urge to blog on e last day of 2005. Highlights of diz year:

• got to know new people, kept e good old buddies :)
• bangkok trip in June. JB trip in April.
• salsa classes from level 1 to 3 & casino til performance. weekly practise in S's studio, max: 4 times a week. *overdosed*
• ZO, MOS, Munch, Attica, Momo, dblo, CB, union.. expo mambo (ltr)
• super drunk on xmas eve. *embarrassed*
• went to a new campus. graduated.
• rebonded my hair. *all gone by now*
• my red lit gadget died.
• i got a new mobile: k750i

things i muz get it done b4 2007:

• get myself started in a career, not just a job (hopefully)
• tidy my room. be more organized.
• enrol myself in a pilates class *stretched*
• experience V & NZ
• continue Jap
• drink more water & eat more fruits *lolz*
• be more confident & dun b stingy w smilez!
• down by 5 kg

when things dun go my way, i will juz enjoy e other path. for it may be a blessing in disguise & more exciting than e original one. :P i love all e guyz who've been there keeping me sane & safe! life is about moments that take your breath away ya~ *wink*

xmas dinner (sponsored by kc) at km8. it'z been quite some time since i went back to Sentosa. it'z definitely nice to b back w dem on diz festive season.. buffet dinner from lavish dine is nice. i like e mussels & glass noodles~ was told to be in red or green. but not everyone was in tt festive colors. 1st drink of e evening: sarong fly! hahaz nice i like~ not strong, w plum taste, in strange violet color. pussypeach was stronger, no taste of any peach. sour apple juz tasted like zapple. well, din really know many of dem diz time round.pple leave, pple come. felt a bit weird/extra during e dinner, especially during e gift exchange. but kc got us participating. melva, june & i tot tt as long as we keep quiet thruout, we might be spared from drinking. hahaz he juz turned ard n said tt e 3 girls shld also drink. boo. but nvm, we got our turn & poured ice water onto him. hahaz. fun bosses ard. come to think of it, we had left sentosa fer more than a year. it's comforting to know tt we were once a part of e sales team. been thru events & events. but things aint e same animore..

our virgin salsa rueda performance was at fiesta & millenia walk stage on 23rd. e one at fiesta was more scary cos e lights were on, e dv was there n audiences were salsa regulars n cherz. after e performance, we went to union. i was really sleepy den. was super resistant & autopilot. hahaz shld learn to follow leads more accurately. e wooden automated door was funny. vania got me hm at ard 3am. had a good night sleep. met beckii at pp to get card n cake & lunching. pp realli changed a lot. w topshop, mphosis, swissbake, chocz, dorothy perkins..... etc. hahaz no nid to go town le.. june n i went to greg's party at munch in e evening. after much photo-taking, pasta, beef, carrots, wine & fondues, e party was started off w salsa music, den we had our usual casino, followed by retro songs. but e dance floor was still empty. we were given xmas hats. but mine had wig in it. entangled w my own hair. my red cam dropped while passing ard. its shutter n focus was gone. sad. now i can only rely on my phone. hahaz. after e countdown, i was gone. vaguely rem tt i saw michelle dancing, greg n jolin got tog tt night *sweet* . puked like a gross girl in vania's car while on e way to union. june & kw had to send me back hm w e help of beckii. after much struggle, i got home at 3. felt really bad. i m such a difficult person to deal w den.

got up at 12 to collect e cake w beckii at pp fer hy's bdae celebration on xmas day!!! HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY HY!! e youngest of us all. din noe tt we will b bbq-ing in e afternoon. i love e prawns n chicken wings!! her lobsters caught fire. leen left us ard 4+, while e rez of us continued w our "talk kok, sing song, play mahjong" activity. i think e wine gums r havin effect on e girlz. dey started caroling. hahaz. dawn, hl & gek left at 6+ fer dinners. we continued. hy din go fer her party. i got e mj-ing girls to sing duet w me while playing. lolz. dey r really good at multi-taskings. hahaz until 11pm, hy's parents got hm n realized tt we had been mj-ing n ktv-ing e whole night w/o food. auntie prepared toasted bread w ham fer us. Lbox was closed at 12+ w e last song - ??????? was really v tired already. swimming was cancelled due to e bad weather. :P

raining heavily again. was forced to bring an umbrella out. argh. town is as usual packed w many pple. went to get my heels cos my boots are in a rather mouldy condition. & a red top. lunch at pepperlunch. nice beef but rice is too buttery, i left e corns behind. watched narnia at lido. been ages since i stepped into lido theatre. alwiz love lido 1 & 2. simple fantasy. e animals r so real. unicon, fauns, aslan.. lucy looks a little evil.. peter is cute~ lolz. i like e beaver couple!! i like e part where beaver wife said tt he shld tell her beforehand tt they r havin visitors so tt she can tidy her hair but beaver husband was like, "u'll look e same even if i tell ya one week earlier" sth lidat. aww..first time watching digital movie. betta resolution. clearer picture. hahaz. but e cries of e babies n children in e theatre were rather irritating. moreova, there were 1 baby n 1 child behind us. argh. beckii was like,"strangle e baby!" hahaz n i found popcorns in my plastic bag on my way back home when i din had any!!! muz b e work of e 2 greedy girls beside me. eating thruout e whole movie. lolz.

on e way back hm w beckii from shopping, we were thinking of a computerized wardrobe. hahaz imagine one tt has google function, image consultant progz, clothes-editing function, mood-scan and online-purchase of digital clothes. a wardrobe connected to e world.

google function: search fer clothes in the wardrobe. for example, keywords: black-laced dress. images of e clothes will b shown on screen and fit into your body. no nid to try n try.hahaz
image consultant progz: different function, different type of dressing tt suits ya skin tone & complements ur figure. suggest various types of make-up fer different look.
clothes-editing: able to edit used/outdated clothes to your desired style or dye into another color.
mood-scan: juz by placing ya palm to sense your mood. it combines with the knowlegde of your astrological sign & tell ya what type of color suits you fer e day.
online-purchase of digital clothes: stay connected to the all fashion boutiques & b updated.

juz a crazy thought. well, went shopping between jobs(quote from beckii, hee). so mani nice things to buy during diz festive season!! ahh hair clip, earrings, skirt, jacketz!! i love sequin, velvet, lace w dark metal. abstractness. :P

-a knot in e threads of tots-

dinner at tiantian bugis steamboat. it was a xmas celebration. but think itz juz another reason fer gathering, feasting & gift exchanging. less gossip diz time. everyone looks tired on a sunday night. 4 types of soup base. stuffin ourselves w food n more food. a gigantic bug in my drink. yucks. i like e one w fish head soup base. i m still feelin v full now. argh. we played zhong ji mi ma fer e gift exchange. mine was e last. i got boxes n a brooch from beckii!!nice nice~ i can start packing my rm le~~ got hy a "dirty girl" package. :P everyone was happy w their prezzies!~ no more doggies. *bleahz*

ate from 7+ til 9+. non stop. ahh.. how to jian fei lidat. hahaz. more prezzie to buy... n clothes fer e performance n greg's party... i realli nid an income... i told sisi tt i m a bit lost. she said," i tot u already know wat u wan." "i tot so too...." i mumbled...

MOS's decor is futuristic, vintage and retro. it is huge n 2 level. escalater can be found in e club. e music was deafening. my voice was drowned in e blasting music. shouting didn't help. i like e waterfall w its logo spinning on it. they were polite but were rather not prepared fer e pre-opening. Out of curiousity, ly n i went to ask wats e cover charge fer e opening. but they turned out to b unsure too. cables in e toilet can still b seen. boo. left e club at 1 & had supper at circular rd. thai food. yummy.

had a big casino last night at fiesta. hahaz. was supposed to leave union at 11+ but ended there til 2. "casino?" i asked greg. "blackjack?" he replied. hmm. played 205, 5 10, e 2 claps game & hei bai w e girls. hahaz. but w no stakes. i realized i m such a disobedient girl in dance. 4 dances w manuel str8. 1st time not feelin demoralized. :)

somebody actually brought durian into e train! how unforgivable! pls b considerate to pple w senstive nose like me. moreova, it was a crowded train. cineleisure's lift was fully utilized. waited fer almost 5 mins to get into it.

haven seen hl fer almost a mth. was discussing abt e secret gift exchange. excited to know who i will b getting from. but still hav no idea of what to get. dinner at thai express was good. though e pineapple rice didnt look like e one in e menu, it was appetizin. proceeded to get hl's 6680. & again, e shop was crowded w pple. explored e displayed w800i. hahaz n secretly bluetooth-ed shan hu hai into my mobile. e wait was long. so we went ova 7/11 to get our monthly reading supplement-cleo.

left hl in e shop cos gotta rush fer pride & prejudice. stepped a woman's foot while trying to get to our seats. she screamed & complained to e guy next to her. i did apologize. during e show, she flipped her shawl onto me. i gave her a stare but dun think she noticed. her laughter was rather irritating as well. teared when eli's papa said to her tt she really love him. sweet.. from misunderstandings to loving... from stranger to dear....

itz been a week. clueless & directionless. intoxicated. headache & vomitted 4 times diz morn. i felt like dying. lousy. ZO is really fantastic. it was a last min thing. queue was long, e 1st thing we saw there was chicken essence promotion. lolz. great sound system, laser lightings n djz. e tent was decorated w red curtains, purple dangling crystals, small tables, juz next to e mambo zone. on e sand, beneath e moonlight, next to e sea. it put my tots away, left me w rythms, beats and moves. june & i ran in & out of e crowd countless times. i felt tired n went to sleep facing e sea. when i got up, i saw many others lying there n felt like e world was spinning, e floor was shaky. den i knew i betta find june 1st. lolz. he said, "hair longer, grow up already ah. got bf already?" it led me to e tot tt i alwiz seen as a small girl.

worked in e rez tonight. 0 customer. weird when e neighbors r fully packed. was readin, chit-chatting e whole night. got to know another new girl.

dunnoe how many years ago. it started. cursing & swearin at each other again. e thing u tot is e simplest is e hardest to achieve. i learned tt keepin quiet is e only solution.

got up at 12nn fer an interview at 2pm at SH. well, i left my hse at 1pm n i was late fer 5 mins. argh all because of e slow shuttle bus traffic. Although part of me wasnt really tt interested, it sounds like a stable job. being unsure of what i want, i tot might as well give it try. e SH office is wulu-fied. met up w e HR & directors of qm. nice, friendly pple. here's e job scope:

40% = report writing & data analysis (he asked if i was receptive to learning data analysis tools such as SPSS)
20% = coming up w new ideas to improve quality fer public HC, coordinating things
20% = calling up e various depts to chase them fer stuffs
10% = support events activities
10% = working with corp comm pple

it is more deskbound job, less running around. as part of e GB, they were quite concerned w my qualifications. Interviewer: " i see that ur o level n uni results r not bad. what happened to your As?" i was a bit stunned & dumbfounded. hahaz i din know how to account fer tt. i replied, " i was rather playful tt time & was involved w a few ccas." dead. my brain muz hav had frozen den to give such a stupid answer that shows my weakness in self-discipline.

dey also asked a lot of questions about my internship. hmmm den e lady asked, " during ya internship, what's the one thing that you think u r still lacking?" i replied,"confidence, i shld not hesitate and b certain of what i wanna say." she was understanding, nodded her head, smiled and said, " confidence is built up through experience." i smiled. e whole interview lasted fer 40mins.. she also got me a take-home assignment. an essay to be handed in next mon. sigh.

first time to BB. nice nurse n docz. dinner w beckii at ramen ten. wah seh, shld try super spicy ramen. hot.

031205(sat) puts a full stop to my smu life. had strategy paper on tt day. waited fer abt 15mins fer e prof to "give us" e instructions (it was written on e front of the question paper). all my papers were in weird formatt. sci exploration was 40 mcqz but a few questions were not even found in the notes. environmental sci's paper was split into 2 parts. 1 open bk, e other not. even had a break in between e 2 parts. i think e management gave too much flexibility in e exam system. but nvm, itz all ova.

met up w e rez to go fer dinner in fish & co at wheelock. we waited fer ard half an hr b4 e 1st dish was served. slow. cat & i even went to the toy shop fer a walk while waiting. no sight of pp. e food came in huge quantities but not v fresh. walked ard far east & lost sight of one another fer a few times. cl n cat din j fer e clubbin session. walked to e balcony n it was packed w milz of pple...den walked to CB. there were only a few xiao mao inside. only had a few drinks n e music suckz. though r&b, e choice of music n e dj is terrible.. after losing hope (was thinking mebbe e music would b betta after 12), all of us decided to head down to dblo.my 1st time into dblo. not bad. retro night. but my soles hurts n there's a blister on e sole! can u believe it?! blisters on sole. argh. reached home at 430 n slept til 12+ e next day.

was glued infront of e tv screen fer e whole of sun & finished e whole of zhen ming tian nu. hahaz.. weeped ova e show. i like e music inside. xing guang n zai yi ci yong you. e lit boy's dying scene was quite funnie when it was suppose to be sad.. his sis was dreaming of him goin to heaven but e lit boy looks like traveling on a skateboard or sth... hee. e ending was sweet. n e yawei got zai's feel.

went ova to sp's place to return her e radio tt was left w me a year ago. fell down when i was on my way. ah.. itz alwiz after exam den i will injure myself. i sprained my ankle a few sem ago was on e day after exam. boo. went to find dawn too. she looks bz. after exam, feel rather aimless.. when i was young, i would say i wanna b diz, i wanna b tt when i grow up. but now, here i m, in e transition from being a student to a working adult, currently in an unemployed status. hahaz think i shld juz enjoy my transition stage 1st. woo~ moreova, xmas is coming~ :P

after slacking for e whole of ydae, i tot i shld buck up fer my papers cos only left w 3 days to my first paper. so here i m, in e sch library, trying to study fer SE. hahaz actually reached at ard 2+pm. in a total holiday mood. saw si & may in e library too. but now, they've gone fer dinner appt.

well, e library is even more packed than normal days. the noise level is higher as well. *faint* i guez the 7-11 is much more quiet as compared. lolz. haven been studying fer exams fer about a yr. sianz. & diz is gonna b my last. was rather distracted by the pple walking ard & chit-chatting loudly.

craving for spicy mala hotpot. hahaz cos library is quite cold.err...

People always say as we grow up, its harder to find true friends. I was very blessed cos in my university life, i met them. I got to know sheena in irc before going to obs.hahaz. at obs, i met e rez. wasnt able to differientiate adda & ly den. hahaz. we went thru many modules, youth camps, clubbin, mahjongz, ktv-ing etc tog. still rem e days we did our proj til late & went feasting at newton. e concrete seat will automatically belong to us when we reach e bus stop. theresa (our nanny) will alwiz b there w water & tissue paper. her mama shop will alwiz be opened during klass with mentos n many other sweets. we walked down e slope or park tog.during breaks, sheena w her vanilla coke, ly w her sarsi yi bei, adda n teh kao, cat w her muz-drink-coffee n mi w teh o peng. or b4 klass, e early birds will buy breakfast fer one another. went thru tons of presentations tog. hahaz still rem e marketing pres, i appeared rather unfriendly n serious during a presentation but thru dem, i learnt to gain rapport w e audience and smile during pres. :) also, thru internship, i met June. & thru ly, i re met gemaine (first time in cj thru beckii) during our LTB bazaar.. SMU experience is truly one of a kind.

3.5 years passed in a flash. today i had my last klass in smu, last presentation ydae, last proj meeting on 19/11. i could still rem e 1st time si n i walked up e slope to hand in our application form. e entry interview wch i blabbered rubbish, e entry essay that was returned to me during coms lesson w many grammatical errors.boo. although after graduation, we'll be on our different paths, i guez e memories will alwiz hold us tight. fRenz alwiz apart or tog yea. itz ez to make frenz, takes fate to b good friends n efforts to maintain a f/s.

havin exams in 5 days....

10am to 9pm. rush to wait & wait to rush. rushed to sch to wait fer ppt. rushed to class to wait for our turn fer pres. rushed to sci klass to wait for our turn. rushed to kpt to wait fer food. rushed to bus stop to wait fer bus. rushed home to wait fer e show to start. diz is my day. strat prof was nice not to penalize us on e overrun of time. luckily, we were left w no q&a time. sci one was ok. they did buy our jokes i think. but my apple seemed a little redundant. 3 years of pres still haven kill e nervous bug in me. strangely, i had stomache b4 e pres. was it e coffee or me? hahaz saw a watson in sch. nice but gonna leave soon. no chance to use it. many pple were still in sch when i was abt to leave.

my wrinkled palms r peeling like how they did in my primary sch.but pri sch was much worse than diz. not painful. juz like snake shedding its skin. my itchy hands will juz peel them off as well. hopefulli, e new skin is nice & radiant. lolz.

si's birthday dinner @ menotti (an italian rest located in raffles city). a nice place to chill out w e dim lightings. but e service wasnt up to standard. e waitress was just too stingy w her smile. i had pasta w scallops, mushrooms n pesto. well, it looked like fishball noodles & scallops tasted hard. it was written "king scallops" in e description but they werent even a size of a dollar coin. dey din allowed outside food so we had to cut e cake in starbucks instead. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL! everyone seemed tired & occupied w their own stuffs. havent seen ql fer quite sumtime. she's still e same old her. bus ride was filled w updates. & both of us like ming dao!! hahaz

once again, got another unexplainable bruise in my inner thigh... e vamp show is gettin ridiculous...

e clock went tiu tiu tiu.. my phone started playing life by desiree.. i stretched up to press e clock n it said,"Gooood Morning!!" in an extremely high pitch. i turned off my mobile's alarm. suddenly i heard ben fold's "there's alwiz someone cooler than u", i picked up e fone & june was on e other end. i recalled asking june to give me a morning call (thnks dear). e 1st thing i said to her was " june, i m v tired leh." hahaz it all happened at 9am. hahaz after telling june tt i m awake, i went back to bed again. 15 mins later my recurrent alarm started ringing. i shut my fone n told myself a while more. i ended waking up at 945. lolz. diz is realli e earliest i ever woken up in e last 3 months. put on my "professional" look & off i went to ann siang road. there wasnt anione at e reception desk. so i peeked into e office. suddenly someone came out and asked me to take a seat cos e lady is on e fone. hmm seems quite unfriendly. after waiting fer 15mins, followed 2 ladies up to e 3rd level fer a 40min interview. sounds more like a chit chat session than a formal interview. i guez cos e coy is small n thus v flexible. questions were almost e same in e mock interview we had in FT. hahaz. they kept asking me to rate myself. n i bravily rated my written chinese as 4/5. mi goodiness. since when i can write corporate chinese essay. but heck la. my brain not functioning at e right mode at 11am. went to meet leen fer lunch at suntec food court. & saw ct. hahaz got a call from ll, asking me work fer a dance party on fri. 7-7.. wooo i paused n before i answered her, she said,"can means can, cannot means cannot." hahaz i m so indecisive. den i recall goin to hy's thingy. betta not. went shopping w leen fer a while b4 i head fer my next interview at meritus. it was a real short one. abt 15mins. hahaz. e HR girl seems nice. met june fer dinner n started tokkin abt NZ. hahaz ahhhh i wanna go... betta start saving.. hmmm was totally drenched when i got home juz now. e rain water got into my wounds on e feet. stupid heels got me all e blisters n cuts again. my brown fone pouch went missing on 24th oct 2005 at 12midnight. sobz. been awake fer 15 hrs. betta sleep le... yawnz...

Tip (got diz from tvmobile): put vanilla on your brush and brush it on your hair fer an inexpensive fragrance. *shrugz*

dey r persistent and determined. dey are strong & red. dey r conquering my face. sun and hormones caused e battle of pimples/blemishes/acnes to start again! my weapons are cleansers, lotions, medicines, water and more water. diz is a lifetime war. argh. tired. i felt naked walking ard today.

been experiencing sleepless nights. nthin is bothering so i guez itz sth missing. think i know what it is. cos life is about balancing. hmmm well, term break is ova. did nothing much but slacking my minutes away.. went fer beckii's graduation on thurs & changing appetizers sucks..salsa-ing fer e weekends. lvl 3, union, casino rueda, bayshore practise. collected my shoe on fri. not as comfy as i tot. argh but i think i juz got to get used to it. at least itz not giving me blisters. couldnt keep up w e shines. a bit bored of casino though. but i think e guyz r hafin fun w e new moves. tried calling again, messed up. almost fell from a dip. moving to a high impact dance...went to work juz now cos no1 could make it. things ve changed quite a bit. n some customers still rem me. quite shocked..Ms tapioca left a player fer boss. sweet. weeks ahead seem dark. -_- o ya as mentioned from e previous entry about my estate being a fav spot fer CS, its proven true once again. firstly, e person who CS at 4am was a pregnant lady. n e day after tt, another guy fell from blk 5. but life is precious. i love breathing.

finally a real term break. no nid to go back to sch diz time. gonna fill my hols w nua-ing & more nua-ing. been visiting e magz racks diz few dayz & anticipating fer e new arrival of cleo. bot it at city hall diz noon. ah.. finally sth new fer me to read fer i've been readin past issues. hahaz sun is playing hide n seek todae. a while cloudy, a while super sunny, a while rainy. but at least i got myself a little tanner, or shld i say redder. my face is highly reactive to e sun i guez. i can see many newly-arrived pimples. argh. jazz by e beach is back again. still rem it was diz event in club islander last year that june n i fell in love w e passionate salsa dance. but diz year it will b at cool deck. passionate lvl is rising faster than global warming. hahaz. was gorgin like a hungry ghost fer dinner just now. my unexplainable bruise still hurts n v gross. another guy jumped down from blk 1 at 4am. hmmm my place seems to b a fav spot fer committing suicide. still rem e one that hanged himself at e staircase of my floor. til now, i still dun dare to look in. haiz

my biological clock wokes me up at almost 11am today. missed e strat lesson. proj discussionz e whole day..jap lesson was fun cos i felt like a kid again (curiousity)...a real noob in e west hahaz.. went to science centre's observatory tonight.. starry starry night.. was expecting to climb to e rooftop and peep thru e lens.. but instead was taken to a super stuffy dome-shaped room.. w a remote control, e dome opened part of itself... prof adjusted e directions and we patiently queued w our fav activity, photo-taking. i saw e moon, venus, M7, M11, N57, algorab (dunnoe if itz e right spelling) and star explosion through the gigantic telescopes.. the moon was filled w holes. v sharp image. e venus was like a point of glittering light. e rez were stars of more than 4 light years away from earth. ooo meaning wat we see now r stars more than 4 years ago. they may have repositioned or died. after star gazing, couldnt tahan hunger n nid to makan. so had fishball noodle. make my way to union. fast ride. but tummy wasnt feeling good. saw diz super good dancer. itz a he dancing e girl's part. his body was v flexible n his moves were smooth. gorgeous! missed e salsa 3 n cuban rueda klasses. gonna sweat i guez. booz.

argh muscle aches...mebbe nida do some stretching 1st. nice of e guyz to teach e next level move. but i truely find it v confusing. guez attending e klass will help ba.

was watching twins effect on ch u last night. ah suddenly realize prince kazaaf is realli vvv cute~ hahaz i like e vamp's gown. purple gemz & e bat ring! hee i m a bit slow la.. already 2nd series alreadi.. still talkin abt e 1st one.. but e plot not tt nice..

class todae is as boring as usual.

met a DOM at union on fri night. was a lit freaked out.moreova, it was merengue..i was frantically lookin out fer e rez to "save" me. lucky sophie spotted my discomfort & got CT to change partner. i was relieved. but it was bachata. arghhh i stood rooted to e dance floor n "huh. i dunnoe..." but b4 i continue, i was moving to e beats of e music.. w awkard steps though.. he's realli good w his lead n frame..slowly fallin in lurve w e music & e subtle hip movements.. june got us into makino, e new heineken concept bar located at one fullerton, b4 tt...decor was green n red, v xmas feel..was fascinated w e kaleidoscopic lighting on e wall.. met van on e way out~ my this ex-boss is still as skinny as ever, w his black stripped shirt n long pants! *huggies* hahaz nice night but spoilt by my mother's scolding fer being home late. but it was only 1am.. n when i m home at 5am, she din even bother to call me... hl they all say perphaps itz menopause. haiz...

had a hair cut at intrim (again) on sat. hahaz brenda discovered some red spots on my skull n it hurts when i press them.. yuckz!! she said it may be due to e hair products. den i recalled puttin leave-in conditioner onto my whole head.. haiz. how careless can i get.. had drinks at v tea room (dawn's place).. decor is victorian style w white masks, tea sets and "books".. e chocolate mudpie w whiskey was rich n yummy... n a quote from hl, "itz chocolate overloaded".. a great place fer high tea.. a last min decision to kbox...itz a maze or i m too sleepy.. almost got lost after peeing... hahaz.. been a while since i last step into ktv... hl n dawn fell asleep while e 3 of us were still tryin to tong til e v last min... beckii n i were like " itz been so long since we last see them" but after much calculation, it was actualli juz 10 dayz. hahaz felt a lit disconnected in e conversation.

salsa practise is full of continuous casinoz todae. *sweats* hahaz.. i like e mini casino w sophie, greg n norman & e merengue w ben. hmmm still not as passionate as e rez.. hmmm betta go sleep le... yawns...

micro, nano, cells, chromosomes, dna, atoms, molcules... those words juz pop up so easily these dayz. my teenie bit of interest fer science juz rekindled as i walked thru e amazing displays in science centre today. climbing einstein, mirror illusion, periodic table animation, gigantic cylinder of saga seeds... i felt like a little schoolgirl in my greenie years, excited by the thought of excursion, being exposed to the marvelous universe & fascinated by the new knowledge. where's e big round sweet machine that cost 50cents every turn? hahaz

time passed so fast w e dna experiment. mini lecture in between parts of e experiment still left me clueless about the protein-makin process. lolz. i can say that my understanding ability remained stagnant or perphaps dropped. boohoo.. we were so excited, anticipating fer e change during the chemical reaction, helping one another w e test. i guez experiements r alwiz fun when not graded. gloves n robes, piper, tubes and red black cables. suddenly tot of jilei, my lab partner, alwiz there to keep me organized. n sch lab rules still works on me.

alone home today from e faraway land - jurong. a minor jam back but got class95 w me on e road at least. lookin ferward to e next trip! yippie~

cursing & swearing thruout my work tonight. sporeans are realli damn fussy n hard to serve.. askin fer towels, ocha, absurd requests & weird questions... argh.. cant they see that e whole rest was fully packed n there were onli like 2 waitress, 1 sushi chef, 1 kitchen chef n 1 dishwasher!!! & i was perspiring like a mad girl w messy hair in e super air-conditioned place.. hahaz but Ms Tapioca (a jap guest who frequent e rest) was nice enough to ask if i m alright.. cos i look realli shagged..there was diz bunch of custz who ordered like 72 pcs of toro sashimi~ kaoz that added up to $720! thats more than my 1 mth's pay (look how miserably i m paid)..

witnessed some gang fight on my way home. diz guy bashing an old man on e overhead bridge.. intended to cross e bridge but to avoid being seriously injured, i took e longer route to e coffeeshop.. hahaz.. while i was waiting fer my takeaway, e guy came down n was interrogated by some CID... pple were juz standing ard as if watchin some drama.. no1 tried to stop e guy...

how i love summer 3b.. now e sch is once again crowded w pple!!! but on e other hand, itz nice to see frenz again~ nego ended early..hehe took a 45-min walk from admin blk to far east plaza juz to neaten my eyebrowz...how vain can i get...

feel like a walking corpse now... off to dreamland le~ eh no, gonna take my daily supplements of entertainment news first... hahaz

I Loewe Beckii~*wink*

guez i got to get a new mattress real soon. itz been giving me shoulder aches every other night. making my shoulder v tight. nid to use bull strength to massage e shoulders. my fren was still seying tt it sounds like e shutter movie. hahaz diz iz juz e 2nd day of e 7th month. lolz. hopefully not la. cos i dun recall doing anithing tt bad. bleahz.

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taken on beckii's bed. enuff of decently posed picz. here's 1 of e many hilarious photos taken last night. i lurve my backview. hahaz cos frontview, hmm too boring.*bleahz*

steamboating has alwiz been our fav meet upz. from preparation (din do marketing diz time heez) to clearing up. hahaz. n as usual, we had too much food. played zhong ji mi ma to finish up e last pot of soup. dining table was cleared in secz. believe in e power of unity. after dinner, we climbed up to beckii's bedroom. hy brought her turkey's picz to share w us. after much crazy picz-taking n laughings(could b heard from downstairs), we quietly surrounded e album n listen to hy as she patiently tells us abt e various places she went, e pple she met, e things she saw n encountered. felt like a history/geog/PE (cos we were all standing up) lesson. hahaz amazed by her memory. she could rem all e names of e historical sites.

din go fer e smu thingy afterall. instead, we went to dawn's place to have ice cream by e pool. storiez after storiez, scoopz after scoopz, we chatted til 2am.. til hy finally decided to sleepova at ck's place, til dawn's bladder couldnt hold anymore, til hl's eyes gonna close, til e 3 of us were hungry for prataz... i m glad tt in our bz life, we still hav time fer one another...

had banana prata n teh chino at almost 3am. hahaz baby's diet... waken up at 12 due a call from e rez.. suddenly, everyone wanna work. hahaz.. good or bad? i dunnoe..

not as bad as i tot. after visiting cheers fer 2 classes, now ly n i had found a cheaper alternative fer her kopi & my teh o pengz fer breaks!! yippie~~ no more expensive & awful kirin teh!! hahaz e island was nice. though long, not draggy, it captured my attention fer e entire 2.5 hrs. e yearn for long living is scary... cloning, a very much debated topic since sec sch times. nah i dun wan a clone of myself. wanna b e only me on earth! heez

pple been seying tt i m rowdy & loud. hmm sometimes violent. true, i do punch n pinch pple at times. i dunnoe y i m doin tt. bcomin a habit. nid to refrain myself. guez shld take note of my childish behavior sometimes. but think e gentleness in me can onli b felt by e closer ones ya? hahaz aiyo da shi teng ma shi ai la~ lolz moreover, i dun think my hitz were heavy... loud, mebbe cos i m a bit deaf?

quite amazed when they said e circum of a head is 53cm.. isnt tt 1/3 of my ht? hmmm i m realli short...awwWWw~

my term 3B gonna start tmr~ not a least excited. emails from prof were sent 1 week ago. reminding us tt our 3 months of holz was ending, telling us tt we have 20+ pages of readings per lesson, where our klass gonna be, what to expect. this is smu. projz, prez, meetings, participation,endless emails, late nightz, etc.... pls let me breeze thru e 4 weeks.. pls pls pls... not gonna have hols til oct.. starting sem1 str8 after e 4 weeks... into my 16th year of education. sounds long but dun feel tt long when u're near e end of e journey...

told boss tt i gonna stop work by e end of aug. he juz nodded his head n said, "Thank you." i guez laura muz have told him beforehand. felt quite she bu de after i know i m realli leaving fer good diz time.. afterall, i've been working there on off fer 3 years plus..after my As til end of my uni life.. starting to miss e everything... do they feel e same? i wonder...

off to read my dear notes... :

pic-taking in e robe-changing room~
so mani pple graduating!!! gotta wait fer mine next year.. but ok la.. not eager to grad.. cos dun like job-searching... i foresee all e rejection letters or no replyz.. hmmmm... took many pics there but most of dem make me look pregnant... argh! all e eatingz r showing....lolz

bump into e railing while talking to dawn n beckii at clementi mrt... aiyo.. it hurts until now... arghh... quite obscene to rub there.. hee...

juz read e email tt we gonna get a new smu card!!! yippee!! save e trouble to replace 1~ yea!!!!

been stuffing myself w food these few days. had kueh chay n lime-vanilla ic w adda at ard 12+ den went to meet beckii fer unagi rice burger n chicken fillet at 2+. dozed off at e salon. woken up by some unreasonable customer. she asking fer free coloring, juz b'cos she is goin to perm her hair. siaoz~ had coffee at tcc while waiting fer e rain to stop. sg's weather is quite unpredictable. badly drenched. had sushi tei fer dinner.. hahaz.. experiencin eating disorder now... still feelin v zhang now... juz abt 2 dayz ago, i had mixed-vegetable rice right after fishball noodles n milo-peng fer lunch... hmmm

saw ks n gf at ps. hmm think he felt quite awkard when we went ova to say hi... so weird...

had a slight difficulty in breathing when i m too full. hahaz think i shld start detoxicating myself....

sg is realli overpopulated.. been niam-ing....

"feelin 22, acting 17"
was realli surprised by beckii's call last midnight..her presence is really my present~ hee.. thks! all these years, she had been coming back secretly.. n until now, we still do not have e chance to fetch her back from e airport la...hmmmm though she was back, we still ended up havin dinner at e airport so as to not let our smart babes b suspicious... everyone was like," u're back so fast~, aiya beckii u're alwiz lidat"...hahaz..e dinner would have been even betta if i was not tt sick.. cough cough... argh~ off to sleep le... feelin drowsy again....

i love pink panther & green apple!

after a long awaited week, we met up at big o fer dinner cum gossiping session on friday. si & i were seying tt if leen n hy come, we'll go n buy 4d. hahaz thats how unfrequent they meet up w us. *juz j/kin* it would b great if beckii & gek were there too~ miz ya guyz!! dawn sey tt we'll hav steamboat after beckii's back & we excitedly bot e dashi fer 22 bucks~ hahaz though itz like too much fer a soup base, its realli v tasty, juz like osuimono. *slurps*

guez we'll nv b outta topicz. but recently, we're talking abt babies, marriage, work, good buyz etc.*ponders* one thing that nv change is dat gossiping of sec & jc pple is our 4eva hot topic!lolz~ think next time i muz bring yearbooks w me to gossip w dem. coz half e time, i dunnoe who they're talkin abt. terrible w names. juz like tt, there was nv a moment of silence fer tt 5+ hours... n of coz phototaking is a muz fer our pretty, camera sensitive babes... 35 shots in 5 hrs..not a record but itz quite a lot. if we ever travel tog, thats it. hahaz. thank god tt i m blessed w u guyz in my life.. keep walking...

saturday=cuban day. hahaz more fun than last week. though my shines're still as lousy as ever. found another reason fer missing LA klass. *smilez*

been auntiefied recently...amazed w myself tt i could wake up at 8am fer a mng sale..first time shoppin at such an early hour... got myself 4 tops! ooo e orange vintage tee that i long wanted.. hahaz think my shopping style had changed drastically.. din noe tt i could grab 4 tops in juz minutes..QC QC...& as usual,sale are alwiz crowded w lotsa rude n rowdy pple...there was this stupid woman who cut queue n insisted that it was bcos we din move, thats y she moved ahead.. hello... it was juz a while... like perphaps split second? hahaz ugly singaporean... saw a few familiar faces at juz one outlet... hahaz..

couldnt help but think i m sinkin in...

nv knew i would take it so ezily.. hahaz.. grown up or juz numb n immune to hypocrisy?

salsa cuban lesson today. disappointing. talk abt centrifugal force. no tension. how to maintain. aiyo. sad.my shines are horrible. tong shou tong jiao~ i miss LA lesson... suddenly think spotting is quite fun... ;>

green heels r sucky. blister again. now at e toes too. wah. e power of friction. when will i ever find a comfy pair of shoe? think i nid to go custom-made one...

"kok, kok, kok!" i walked into e rest. worked non-stop til 11pm. did a terrible mistake to e sales book todae. aiyo.. i nid to use my brain more often... hahaz...

terrified by e massive hair falling. finally got myself a leave in conditioner, hoping my hair will give e-lazy-me another chance... *pray*

0 customer fer e rest tonight..

satay from thames

new girl is bored..

went for free consultation at raffles medical juz now.. rashes became much betta after an application but cough still persists. a bit drowsy now. watched mr & mrs smith w june and had dinner at blk 85. too much fighting scenes but angelina jolie is realli sexy & charming. a v enriching experience in bangkok. not only m i able to know more abt e culture, but also got to know myself n others betta..happy times n frustrating moments too...

050605:
gathered at changi airport at 8.30am when e plane flew at 11. well ,was supposed to go early fer klass photo but e 5 of us wasnt in it due to some miscommunications.after a short 1+ hours ride, we arrived at bangkok at ard 1230pm. was driven to ascott by several mini vans. went up to our apartment e 28th floor. was amazed by e spacious 3 bedrm apartment & long balcony. tht was our home fer e next 7 days. went chatuchak fer shoppings but only got myself a few tops n accessories. e place was hot & filled millions of shoppers. it started raining at ard 6+ & e whole place was flooded. as sheena & i din bring slippers w us, we wanted to get one eagerly. finalli found one slipper shop but e entrance was flooded. got sum helpful locals to get us to e train station n we thanked them w our sychronized "bye~". saw some of our klassmates at e train station too. e train station was filled w drenched pple n we queued to buy some "tokens" fer our train rides back to sukhumvit. had kway teow fer dinner near e station n did some groceries shopping at e family mart. went into robinson fer more shoppings of lingeries. tried walking back to ascott but overshot n went to e wrong soi. we were all too tired n decided to take a cab back.had difficulties in communicating but still mananged to get back. sat in front of e washing machine, figuring out how to use. had maggie mee fer supper n slept ard 1+am.

060605:
woke up at 8 fer breakfast cool chilli n gathered at e lobby fer our cabbages n condoms trip. e place was rather near ascott but it took more den an hr to reach there due to e wrong route and narrow road.mich & i took e backseat of e coach & e seat kept sliding down.prof was seated beside me n e toilet was juz next to him. & he was j/kin abt him as e money collector fer e loo. e restuarant was more like a condom muesum. there were various condoms displayed, a condom vending machine, posters on use of condoms & dr. mechai. there was a clinic upstairs fer e locals. e food served was normal but it costs 500 baht each fer e lunch. rather ex but e restaurant served as a fund-raising machine to support anti-stds & safe sex campaigns. proceedin to our next site visit was bumrungrad hospital. it looked more like a hotel. bot ice lemon tea from macs to quench our thirst. argh sweet like e sugar is free. taken to a conference room fer a str8 2 hrs seminar. was trying to keep my eyes opened but couldnt help it, fell asleep fer a few times. sandwich n coffee was provided as refreshment. after wch, we had a tour to e various wards, plastic surgery center in grps of 10-15. e place was filled w pple from all over e world.our tour guide was trying to impress us w their data system but e computer was realli slow. felt like pentium 2... :P some of our classmates had an adventure w e lift in e hospital. juz when prof n another guy was abt to get into e lift, e lift went down 3 floors w opened doors. screams could b heard. did not witness e accident personally but could see prof's pale face. scary. lucky no1's hurt. what a place to have an accident. a world class hospital. after e visit, it was our free time~ went swimming, jacuzzi n sauna at 7+. tried to stand on floats in e pool n played e "dao zhuang ju" in e sauna. was wearing our swimsuits only n took lift back to our apartment. got to patpong at ard 10+ and it started raining. argh.. had dinner in a rather deserted restaurant. e boiled prawns was yummy. n i had tom yum noodle. itz shopping time again. got myself a cap,slipper, wallet, a little turtle keychain & a top fer sista. had coconut, orange drink while shopping. passed by a stall that sell pig's internal organs w pig's blood~ ahh!!! my fav~~~ bot 2 packs back fer supper. e pple there were quite rude and persistant in selling their goods. they cursed n swear when we did not wanna buy their stuffs. reached home at ard 3am..

070605:
reached chulalongkon university fer a lecture at 9+. it was conducted by Dr. PorPang. interesting speaker. students there were quite noisy and din not pay attention to e lecture. surprisingly, was able to b wide awake thruout. had a little refreshment in between. was supposed to interact w e local students but there were too mani of us. had buffet fer lunch. headed to e co-op fer some shoppings. we were all hot n perspiring in our formal clothing. bot a collar pin fer keepsake. it was weiling's bdae & we had a little cut-cake thingy in e field. after tt, took a bus to MBK fer more shoppings. got 2 polo tees fer my dad n bro & a bag fer my mom, some tops fer myself again. bot $50 worth of tibits. hahaz kept grabbing n grabbing. machiam itz free. had beef tendons fer dinner. went tops to get more snacks n drinks. reached home, put our things. ly, theresa & i went to explore our neighbourhood. walked into soi cowboy, bot a grilled saba fer 80baht n 1.5kg of lychee fer 140 baht... quite ex... haiz...

080605:
Visited Kasetsart University, faculty of agro-industry. after a mini introduction of e school, we wore shower cap n blue wraps fer our shoe n headed to see e production of wheat products, sauce and biscuit. had lunch at their canteen after some shopping at their mini supermarket. meatball kway teow, pig's blood soup, "fu rong" egg, spicy chicken n pomelo was what we ordered. we were taken to e milk factory after tt. while waiting fer our turns, we played w our cam. took many multi-shots pics. hahaz.. we had e chance to try their milk in various flavours, lychee, pineapple & lime. prefer e lychee one. but all were nice. took a tour in e factory. had to wear white coat, baker's hat and boots b4 entering e factory. wasnt able to hear wat e tour guide was toking abt as it was quite noisy in there. got back home at ard 4+. changed n we went to khao san. had chicken rice fer dinner. e portion is realli small. tried phai thai. felt like fried kway teow w mani veggies. was supposedly to go fer massage n chill out. but ended up w more shoppings. bot earring,a bikini, some voodoo dolls, denim skirt. theresa bot pi pa gao as most of us were experiencing sore throat. had drinks at e bar-cart. khalua was nice. some of e pple packed their stuff quickly n ran away as e police was catching those illegal roadside stalls. we sat outside a pharmacy to continue our drinking. theresa wasnt able to finish e drink, we decided to play 5-10 to finish it up. but while we were playing, a gigantic spider juz fell in e middle of us. got us screaming n traumatized. went home at ard 12+.

hmm left this draft lying ard fer quite some time le... lazy to continue.. hahaz here's e summary from 9-12 june....

090605:
toyota manufacturing-> ascott-> siam square-> MBK-> overhead bridge buyz-> thai massage at 11pm -> walk back to ascott

100605:
seminar ->lunch w our pretty ceo, cool graphic designer ->tour at central shopping centre (1st milk tea in BK) -> uncle's beef kway teow soup-> lingerie shopping @ robinson in westin -> fruits buying in prathunum (lychee, orange, "belbel")-> fantasia @ nana plaza -> foot massage nearby -> ladies in sheraton -> home backin luggage til 5am

110605:
chatuchak -> beef kway teow, teh liang, pig's trotter, ice stickz, sotong, extremely sweet chrysanthemum tea, more teez -> networking dinner at pathumwan princess-> dance fever -> pig's blood soup -> close my eyes

120605:
house of fury on plane-> baileys -> on e cab...
uncle asked," where did u go?"
ser replied, "bangkok..e place is hot *smile*"
uncle commented,"nice tan"
ser,"o dark or brown?"
uncle replied, " reddish brown.. glowing red"
i tot to myself: "thats was e alcohol..."

got up at 10+, washed up n i tot i would b ready by 12 n hav my lunch. after i took e lift, i realized i forgot to bring my socks fer work. so i went back to take. den i lock e door, abt to walk towards to e lift den i realized i forgot to bring my ezlink. gotta walk back again. argh. juz when i got up bus 31 to bedok, june reminded me tt i din bring my facial wash too. got to e pool. couldnt find my moisturizer. win! fergetful bug in my brain ya. was reminded tt i couldnt swim due to my chemically treated hair. so i decided to juz go for sun-tanning. couldnt stand e heat n plunged myself into e crowded pool. tot i could swim w/o my hair touching e chlorinated water. but NOoo. so i hEck n started swimming. got up after not being able to find a space to swim. saw a blue-black btw my breasts. ha see how i ill treat my fragile body. think i nid major body scrubbing. ha. lookin ferward to my last LA salsa class tmr. gonna miss e cuban one. boohoo....

draggin myself to work every morn. hw reluctant.though its a no brainer job, but e scheduling is frustrating. under constant stress. hoping tt no1 will call me n say tt she cant make it work at 5 when e work starts at 530. understand tt pple mey be cropped up by some last min unforeseen circumstances, but itz now becomin a habit. excuses & excuses.for goodness sake, i m just a part timer. i still nid to get a life. got fed up n reprimanded one of e new girl. n she stop comin to work. tell me abt balancing. been v tolerant abt all these nonsenses-from e girls, from e customers, from e boss. act as some super nice boss infront of others while badmouthing at e back. kaoz. sumtimes i realli wonder what he speaks behind my back.

i think i shld do myself a favor n quit. but financial burdens r holding me back....this is so sucky...

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a rainy & sleepy day. e 1st thing i ate was mac's ic cone. ooo den yakitori. had a little bit stomache after tt. hahaz. lunch was beef ramen w ice tropical tea. think i m realli greedy. leen got caught by e custom officers fer smugglin a pack of chewing gums. my goodness. they r becoming more efficient n attentive huh. leen was brought to e office alone. e officer cut e chewing gums into halves and warn her abt it. poor thing. slipped and fell from e wet staircase while sheltering from e heavy rainpour. got a dent at my ankle area n my butt hurts. arghh~ hate roxy slippers. was totally drenched when i got to e rest. such an unlucky day & work was as boring as usual.

saw yanpeng n gang at city sq. how qiao. hee. they sold ramly's burger near e bus stop for only 2rm. wah. how cheap. felt cheated at smu food fest.

nip/tuck 2 was disgusting..*scared*

white sapphire hall at siloso beach decorated w pink flowers. golden evening gown fer e bride & white translucent shirt fer e groom. tat was sam & martin's wedding dinner on e 14th. simple, sweet & cozy. played w my cam n big bubble-making machine e whole night. photographers capturing the very moments. this is my 2nd time to a wedding by myself. alwiz have this sudden urge to get married whenever i attend weddings. but only fer e moment when e bride n groom walked into e hall. i guez mebbe coz i like e grand entry? when everyone stands up and cheer fer ya happiness & all the attention is on u n ur groom. mebbe i m juz attention-deprived? :P hahaz melva n i were thinking abt how our wedding will b like. she wanted elephant as e entry while i was thinking of sedan chair.. lolz

realized tt melva looks like florence tan tt night. a more petite version. raining heavily that v night. all of us had to run to e mini bus to get us out of e island. drenched. so lang bei.

pretty bz at e rez on sun. drained. everyone is so bz.....

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4 girls on a black sofa in jb mng. That's Sheena, Ly, Adda & me roaming ard in JB todae. Began e whole journey in city square lunch-ing n shopping~ after revitalizing ourselves w jp cuisine, we started w fos....

FOS: As Sheena opened the changing room, Adda & Ly hestitated in giving their comments as they did not know what she tried. (She was trying on some stripped polo teez,nice & her style.) was abt to leave e store but ly showed me some beach shorts, got e salesgirl laughin at my pronouciation of beach. *ashamed* The beach short realli reveals my pig's trotter thighs. boohoo

Other shops: tried diz ultra tight pinkish-orange tube top w hip hop designz on it. it was so tight that i couldnt breathe n my fats r flowing out from everywhere... *groz* how i wish they had e same design for teez... was snacking w takopachi while shopping...

Holiday Plaza: shared tea leaf eggs, assam laksa, coke an hr before dinner.. yum yum..had watermelon too~ found one of e eskimos cap there ( e 1 i saw in one of e undergrd stores at ximenting). Nice~ but dun realli think itz suitable for e tropical weather... REMINDER!!:"Style & Fashion are not e same."

Taman Tebrau: black pepper crabs (was a bit small), sambal kangkong, sambal squid (a bit sweet), seafood soup, prawns, lala, frogs' legs , gigantic sugar cane & lime juices were what we had fer dinner... headed back to city sq to end off w some desertz ( ice-cream/chez piez).... been eating non-stop since we stepped into jb.. n we were licking the mac ice-creamz all the e way to e custom...

The Cab:
1. Headin back to city sq, we went up a cab. Sheena:"Why u all come up e taxi?" Rez of us were stunned, thinking if we're up e wrong cab/somethings' wrong w e driver/ blah blah blah. One of us: " huh?!"
Sheena:" Why u all come up e taxi so fast?"

2. Another turn to reach city sq, Adda:"How much izzit?" "6" i replied.
Adda: " ok ok, u all can go down first." rez of us: " now?!"
rez of us:" hmm but we're still in e middle of the road."

rashes becoming visible on my arms & legs while on my way home. argh think my body is retarted.

oops where're e guyz? *-* woohoo girl power~ so nice to see them again~ itz been half a year since i last seen them,felt quite distanced this time. but when it comes to photo-taking, hahaz, we will alwiz b ready for all sorts of poses. hahaz their 1, 2, 5 10... n sam is getting married in may n carol in oct~ so sweet.. from dating til marriage...

spent e whole afternoon at km8 slacking & talking. hahaz but v hot leh...after slacking fer 2-3 hrs, went off to view some studio apartment.. hahaz walked from fort road to parkway.. quite amazed... saw some bing ma yongz in one of the houses.. lookz scary n eerie...

certain things nid not b mentioned. sometimes, some pple r juz too blunt n blabber silly things in life. Are these pple really that str8 ferward or juz being sacarstic ? Shouldnt they consider others' feelings? i realli wonder.... mebbe some pple juz dunno how to use their brains...

argh saw diz lighter wch i bot in tw at action city... hmm but more ex in sg. hahaz so ok la... e vj mp3 player is here too... e 256mb cost $229... a little ex fer that small gadget..but nice leh~ secret wish will only be out next month... so weird.. y advertise 1 month ahead?

was engrossed in my conversation with adda n accidentally bumped into a girl juz now. den she shouted "OoOOUCH~" & stared at me. kaoz not tt pain kayz.. made of glass ah.. so fragile..fakin to be weak infront of her beloved. hahaz but her bf din even look n kept walkin. *boohoo*

nid to go catch some beauty sleep le. not seying tt 1 day will b effective. hate blemishes.

day by day, work starts at 1130, ends at 230, starts at 530, ends at 1030, almost the same as every other day. But TODAY.. yes TODAY, not the newspaper but TODAY.................. is still the same as every other day. This is how bored i was for the past 4 days.*bleahz*

boss ask me to go jp to further my study. he described til v fun & makes me a bit excited.lol~ he sorta sack a girl juz now.. hmmm though dun realli like her arrogant manners, but felt a little sad that another one is leaving.. aiyo..brushed my knuckles against e wall while vacuuming e room, part of e skin came off n i could see e red, fresh flesh.looks like a cigarette burnt.

off to sleep le.

As i opened the cabinet, a big fat grey lizard jumped out~ arghh screamed n ran out of the rm as fast as i could.. got my frenz laughing..WTH!! so many tiny scaly creatures ard, dead or alive scares me..this is how timid i can get...i swear i would cry if it had fallen on me.. though i quite like e shape of a lizard but ya...thats it.. no more than tt.. shoo shoo all e lizards in e world!!! Mr. Liz, please keep e distance ya... hahaz

was gossiping during my work...abt everyone & anyone.. thats so evil of me... mebbe Mr. Liz was my retribution?! hmmm *wonders*

sucha cold, dark rainy day makes me dreamy & sleepy.... yawns~

2 serz at big o w her fuji apple pretty old navy bag~ nice nice!!gek's cod fish fillet taste like scallop~ oishi nei~ as usual, i was like a greedy piggy todae. Within 6 hrs, i ate ribz, ic, chicken fillet, tw noodles, sushi.. lol~ worse than a baby..

kept teasing hl abt her dating fren :P, her lost eca certz & e dropped doggy's ear.hahaz went ard to smell fragrances today.snif our way from tangs to suntec foyer. hahaz like e lauren style, jlo's still n be delicious.. curious's bot's nice but e smell cannot make it..got my eyebrow neated too but not balance...was clumsy thruout e day.. food drippin onto my clothes, stain my top & skirt, unstable during e short mrt ride, kept falling n grabbin onto hl n gek~ hahaz aiyo den din bring umbrella.. was drenched... luckily my sis came to fetch me.. so not tt bad..

Quote of e day: A greedy mouth always has its excuses. Do not proscrastinate!