In the Hive.

itz been a week. clueless & directionless. intoxicated. headache & vomitted 4 times diz morn. i felt like dying. lousy. ZO is really fantastic. it was a last min thing. queue was long, e 1st thing we saw there was chicken essence promotion. lolz. great sound system, laser lightings n djz. e tent was decorated w red curtains, purple dangling crystals, small tables, juz next to e mambo zone. on e sand, beneath e moonlight, next to e sea. it put my tots away, left me w rythms, beats and moves. june & i ran in & out of e crowd countless times. i felt tired n went to sleep facing e sea. when i got up, i saw many others lying there n felt like e world was spinning, e floor was shaky. den i knew i betta find june 1st. lolz. he said, "hair longer, grow up already ah. got bf already?" it led me to e tot tt i alwiz seen as a small girl.

worked in e rez tonight. 0 customer. weird when e neighbors r fully packed. was readin, chit-chatting e whole night. got to know another new girl.

dunnoe how many years ago. it started. cursing & swearin at each other again. e thing u tot is e simplest is e hardest to achieve. i learned tt keepin quiet is e only solution.