In the Hive.

I had been living in hibernation for almost 3 weeks. Ever since i got my noon shifts, i havent accomplish much. Hav been complaining to almost everyone who crossed my path abt how unreasonable/demanding cm were. & some cm juz dun listen!! lotsa of communications in my workscope. emails, phone, face-to-face but i agree tt e lack of control is sucky. Yea i need to find my way outta diz shithole & get my life back. e lack of interest & patience had led me to more trouble. Alright, enough of work. The lakehouse was ridiculous indeed. shld have trusted the critics. the yearn for physical closeness through time.. is the act of waiting a belief of true love or juz plain foolishness? some things you already know tt itz not possible but still hopeful, still living in self-denial..well, only time will tell... haven been home for almost 36 hrs. boo. living w my heavy green bag. lolz. took a short nap during my dinner break, my head's spinning now.. looking at e clock.. 3.5 more hrs to go.. i need good sleep..