Are you a dirt or a gem? Does that depend on how you treat yourself or how others see you? You may be a precious gem in someone's eyes but a detestable dirt in another. Its a perception, depending on which side/angle of you someone sees. Embrace the imperpection(s) cos that's what make one unique & different. It is not difficult to lose individuality in the corporate world. I'm still a wilful child at heart, still idealistic, still hopeful, still holding on.. but learning to balance with realism by altering my attitude.. cos itz my responsibility on those within control.. those internally...
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I'm so glad that i'm reverting back to the normal office hour though the thought of waking up in the morn & squeezing in e crowded bus is a torture. It will be healthier, mentally & physically. Excited to be back to salsa & immerse myself in the rhythm & passion. I'm so tired of taking care of irresponsible people, so sick of listening to whines, vulgarities, scoldings & complaints yet unable to rebutt back in my own capacity.. I tried turning on a deaf ear but I can't, in case i miss any "important" word.. I'm also so irritated/angry with myself by the fact that i keep complaining to my dear friends who had been there listening & trying their very best to help me in one way or another. I tried to curb myself from grumbling about worklife & being nostalgic. Having good memory can be quite troublesome. After being on e job, every night, i would pray that tmr will be a better day or at least smooth sailing. I din actually realized that my body was going on a hunger strike against diz work by losing appetite for almost a week. Food had always been a source of happiness/joy to me. I so wish that last month was the darkest period of my life. *pray* but i really doubt so...
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a slack day w some workout, some couch potato-ing, some reading & some interactions did good to my soul..*smile*
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